Yes I have already put Kaden to work as an older brother. No, not yet but he does insists on helping hold the bottle and then putting the bottle in the sink when we are all finished. He is such a good little helper and super concernd when he doenst know where Jackson is. He will look up at me and have this little confused look on his face and say "Baby mommy, baby?". He just kills me. He is so stinking cute. He also says bye bye to EVERYTHING. When he gets out of the bath at night he will tell the bath, "baaaabye", in this sweet high pitch voice. Man I love being a mom!
Well those last three months flew by and my little new born is a big baby now. I always get quite anxious before I got back to work, which I'm sure is normal, wondering if all the boys schedules are met and if there needs are being taken care of. It is so hard being away from them but I have the BEST babysitter ever, their daddy, Alan. When he gets home, I zoom out the door and he puts the mommy apron on and is AMAZING. I love just imaging him juggle baby Jack in his arms and chasing Kaden either from outside in the front yard or upstairs where he loves to get into stuff. He plays with them and I'm sure that last hour and half til they go to bed seem like an eternity!! But he manages to feed, bathe, and put both in bed all by 7 o'clock. I even come home to a clean house. Life in itself can be grueling and unfair but I count my many blessings to have such a wonderful companion to make life just a little bit easier. Thanks honey!
